Tuesday, March 9, 2010

Half-Moon Mouth, Caterpillar Lips


I've been avoiding my bed like a cat avoids water, seeking sleep in all the wrong places.

I woke up in a car, my head aching, my arm asleep, annoyed. It was cold and I felt heavy, like an anchor drawn into the seat. I couldn't escape. I needed to scream, I needed the car to go faster so that I could shed the evidence of my nightmare. When we got home, I pushed and pushed the weight out of the car. I used all my strength, my fists clutched shut, and my teeth barred to make it go away.

Once I was free, I didn't want to speak again.

5 things I am grateful for?

5. Elliott Smith
4. My Professors
3. My Family
2. Student Activists and PHENOM
1. Luke Steere

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